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church camp was interesting...very loud and bright and many people. I get anxious around crowds so it was more than a bit uncomfortable.
Thank you! I've never been called pretty by a guy before...except this one dude (but he's kind of weird so that doesn't count.) And a siggie?- Your church camp does sound interesting, sorry it was uncomfortable and stuff. And your welcome! I'm kind of weird, but I hope you count me anyway. "Siggie" = "Significant other" XD iKnow right, not very clever.
You definitely are not alone in the idea that depression gets worse at night. I think it just waits until your mind is at its most vulnerable and just jumps at it. That happens to me every night.
So, I got into the habit of staying up doing things until I can't stay awake any longer-that way the stress and depression doesn't even register cause I'm already a sleep.
It is good that you trust in God. Most people here just get angry and hate Him.- I like the idea of not being alone....... every night? You must have a lot on your mind to stay awake every night thinking about it. Lots of scary stuff. When I get that way at night I just stay beside my bed and pray and trust that God will settle my feelings. I talk to Him, pretty much since it's the only thing I can think to do. Sometimes I get angry, but in the end I just know that He's got a plan for me, even if I don't understand it yet. You sound like a good Christian =) I don't meet a lot of those anymore.
Shopping is exhausting. Buying clothes is so hard especially with my mother (cause we often argue on what I should wear.) She should be glad I don't want to dress like a slut.
Hm...a kissing booth? That's a new idea. I wonder how much someone would pay for my virgin lips?
"Going at -$5,000. Sold!" Ha! I would actually loose money.
If you feel so weird communicating through blogs (which I must admit is a bit odd) we should email or text or something.- Mothers, right? That's what's really exhausting. I get the same stuff from my mom, except..... yeah, she should be glad iDont want to dress like a slut either, I guess XD no, seriously though, lol. Tell your mom that youre old enough to dress yourself! And heeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyy! I'd bid on your (lol) virgin lips. I probably wouldn't win though, cause Im broke.
OMG! that was a lot of typing and responding and going through stuff, lol, If you read all of this, your super crazy! =D
Oh, and btw, like, your blog won't let me comment on your story for some reason I click the comment button and it just sits there and looks pretty.
ReplyDeleteI like the death description at the end, its spooky! I'd say more, but this is my own blog for crying out loud...